Attempted To invoke Goddess Lilith
Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2023 11:23 pm
Hey everyone, so recently i have being called by Goddess Lilith. I heard she was calling through a channeled message from my friend who has been in contact with them, due to giving chanelled messages so someone else who is working with Lilith.
I have had a number of signs of this calling after the channeling session. In the form of dreams, seeing her seal, to waking visions of a tall woman in a red dress with black feathered wings standing on a red ocean with a red moon, smiling and grabing me by the hand. To seeing a spidee weave down in front of me as soon as I asked for confirmation via prayer to her. And the most profoumd sign which was constantly thinking of Goddess Lilith and feelings of love and adoration for her, as a son to a mother (not sexual).
I have so much respect for this misunderstood deity.
But recently I had an issue, I wrote her sigil out and said her enn chant out:
Reich Viasa Avage Lilith Lerach.
Ive been saying it all this week, as its been atuning my energy to her. But this time I felt intense sexual energy at my sacral chakra and root chakra, progressively increasing and then felt energy drain from my solar plexus and was basically taken advantage of, and R***d. I knew this couldnt be Goddess Lilith, as she respects boundaries and would never force herself on anyone. As she has always been respecfful and regal and she knows I view her as dark divine mother figure.
So Im pritty certain I attacted a low vibrational vampiric parasite. I mobilized by spirit family immediately, i have 30+ spirits most of them protectors and guardians. And used sage amd called on my other dieties like Vishnu, Durga, Krishna, and Goddess Lilith.
So any advice on my situation, I just feel pritty upset as im sure I was being called by Lilith and love and respect her so no way she is doing this, right?
I have had a number of signs of this calling after the channeling session. In the form of dreams, seeing her seal, to waking visions of a tall woman in a red dress with black feathered wings standing on a red ocean with a red moon, smiling and grabing me by the hand. To seeing a spidee weave down in front of me as soon as I asked for confirmation via prayer to her. And the most profoumd sign which was constantly thinking of Goddess Lilith and feelings of love and adoration for her, as a son to a mother (not sexual).
I have so much respect for this misunderstood deity.
But recently I had an issue, I wrote her sigil out and said her enn chant out:
Reich Viasa Avage Lilith Lerach.
Ive been saying it all this week, as its been atuning my energy to her. But this time I felt intense sexual energy at my sacral chakra and root chakra, progressively increasing and then felt energy drain from my solar plexus and was basically taken advantage of, and R***d. I knew this couldnt be Goddess Lilith, as she respects boundaries and would never force herself on anyone. As she has always been respecfful and regal and she knows I view her as dark divine mother figure.
So Im pritty certain I attacted a low vibrational vampiric parasite. I mobilized by spirit family immediately, i have 30+ spirits most of them protectors and guardians. And used sage amd called on my other dieties like Vishnu, Durga, Krishna, and Goddess Lilith.
So any advice on my situation, I just feel pritty upset as im sure I was being called by Lilith and love and respect her so no way she is doing this, right?