Have I waited too long to connect?

[Nnoitora]

I received my first spirit binding, a custom conjured succubus spirit from CH, back in September of 2019. I feel guilty that I have not spent as much time as I would like connecting with her since then. I have practiced mediation to connect and attempt to communicate on occasion, but have not had much luck. Do you think my succubus might be hurt or upset that I have not put more effort into communicating with her? If so, do you have any tips on how I can reconcile or build trust and communication? Any guidance or your own experiences are most welcome. Thank you for taking the time to read my post.

[Lewk]

The usual advice people give here is that our bound spirits have a different perspective on things and tend to understand when real life gets in the way but they tend to remain loyal and eager to reestablish the connection once you are.

At the same time they still have their personalities and may be disappointed that they've not had the chance to bond and enjoy true companionship. It's a lifetime commitment with responsibility on both sides. That said, the usual advice seems to be that the best way to reestablish a relationship of trust is to not assume there's a lack of trust. Put another way, worry about mistrust, anxiety about the relationship, is a sure way to create a negative block.

I think sincere communication of your intentions and involving the spirit in your life again will probably be a good way to reestablish the bond between you.

[Usher]

Like Lewk said.
Spirits do understand if you busy, so don't go making blockages to yourself.
So trust and respect her.
I think it always helpful to talk truthfully and open to spirits.
She can hear you, so you can say all that to her in your mind.
I would suggest you to invite her in your bed when you go to sleep.
Ask if she would like to cuddle you to sleep.
See where that takes you.