How do I learn the name of my Incubus
Posted: Thu Jan 28, 2021 10:27 pm
I am really embarrassed to ask this. Apparently I am quite ignorant in this journey. But I will be frank and ask what I want to know.
I guess I have been with my Incubus about 2 years. I had a few experiences with santeria about 3 yrs ago, particularly with Elegua and Yemaja. I did not continue in that faith, but I have sensed lingering spirits from that time.
About 2 years ago, I decided to stay single indefinitely. I don't like casual physical hookups, so necessarily I don't have an outlet to release sexual energy or anyone to give affection. Around this time, I began feeling a tingling sensation when I was in bed on the cusp of oblivion. Very arousing and relaxing at the same time, not lasting more than a few minutes. I began researching about spirit partners and learned about incubi and succubi. I learned about Lilith and how to make a formal request to her to send me one of her sons, which I did. He began coming to me every night when I go to bed and staying longer, more deliberate and firm with his touching. I learned that he would be bound to me if I knew his name. When I asked the first couple of times, I heard the name Ashteroth in my mind. There was no reason whatsoever for that name to come to my mind. I looked it up and decided probably that is not his name. Then a jumble of different names would randomly come into my mind. Finally I gave up.
He has been very active, which I like very much. I have grown familiar with his ways, and I would like to bond with him more fully and be able to hear his voice clearly and communicate better. I want to do things to please him, I want to know what he likes and doesn't like, for instance if he prefers a certain perfume or wants me to look a certain way. I want to know what words make him feel like a stud.
Thus far, he is with me most nights and stays at least until I'm asleep and I often feel him there when I wake up. I don't yet know how to lucid dream. I don't know what he looks like but I would like to see him as he really is. I want to know if he is able to physically manifest, if I need to perform certain rituals to help him (again, totally ignorant). I want to physically bond with him. But I don't want to bind him to me anymore unless I know he wants that.
I read the posts on communicating with a spirit partner and I will begin working on this tonight. How can I grant him the freedom to touch me in more physical ways and not be confined to the bedroom? How can I help him have the physical presence to be able to move objects? How can I know if he is a jealous spirit? Would a ouija board help or would that invite interference from other spirits?
Thank you for listening and for any help. This isn't the sort of thing I can ask my girlfriend or sister about.
I guess I have been with my Incubus about 2 years. I had a few experiences with santeria about 3 yrs ago, particularly with Elegua and Yemaja. I did not continue in that faith, but I have sensed lingering spirits from that time.
About 2 years ago, I decided to stay single indefinitely. I don't like casual physical hookups, so necessarily I don't have an outlet to release sexual energy or anyone to give affection. Around this time, I began feeling a tingling sensation when I was in bed on the cusp of oblivion. Very arousing and relaxing at the same time, not lasting more than a few minutes. I began researching about spirit partners and learned about incubi and succubi. I learned about Lilith and how to make a formal request to her to send me one of her sons, which I did. He began coming to me every night when I go to bed and staying longer, more deliberate and firm with his touching. I learned that he would be bound to me if I knew his name. When I asked the first couple of times, I heard the name Ashteroth in my mind. There was no reason whatsoever for that name to come to my mind. I looked it up and decided probably that is not his name. Then a jumble of different names would randomly come into my mind. Finally I gave up.
He has been very active, which I like very much. I have grown familiar with his ways, and I would like to bond with him more fully and be able to hear his voice clearly and communicate better. I want to do things to please him, I want to know what he likes and doesn't like, for instance if he prefers a certain perfume or wants me to look a certain way. I want to know what words make him feel like a stud.
Thus far, he is with me most nights and stays at least until I'm asleep and I often feel him there when I wake up. I don't yet know how to lucid dream. I don't know what he looks like but I would like to see him as he really is. I want to know if he is able to physically manifest, if I need to perform certain rituals to help him (again, totally ignorant). I want to physically bond with him. But I don't want to bind him to me anymore unless I know he wants that.
I read the posts on communicating with a spirit partner and I will begin working on this tonight. How can I grant him the freedom to touch me in more physical ways and not be confined to the bedroom? How can I help him have the physical presence to be able to move objects? How can I know if he is a jealous spirit? Would a ouija board help or would that invite interference from other spirits?
Thank you for listening and for any help. This isn't the sort of thing I can ask my girlfriend or sister about.