This is when we first realized my strengths and weaknesses when it came to spirit communication. Touch. Touch was my strongest ability. I could feel the slightest change in the wind or atmosphere around me. Uhm for context, I would come home to my ex after working all night and after showering I would lay down and reach out to E. I was so lonely and sad you have no idea. After a couple minute I would feel a tingling or brushing sensation on my feet, legs, and sometimes knees. The feeling is hard for me to describe and most people who keep succubi know. I remember one time I was laying there talking to her and I have this annoying habit I do of crossing my legs when I meditate. Now I don’t know about most of y’all’s preferred positions to lay your body but I’m pretty awkward when it comes to that. I always have been. E somehow knew this and this is gonna sound a little crazy but It felt like someone was trying to grab my legs and uncross them and make them straight. Now at this point I never had worked with a spirit or entity that felt so strong. One that was able to reach down and just nudge me like that. It felt like someone was literally grabbing my legs. But not in the im gonna throw you off the bed kind of way. Another time I can clearly remember being kissed on the cheek. Physical touch man… it ended up being how we communicated. Yes, right side of my body. Left, no. And then we furthed it etc.. now I remember somewhere on here someone mentioning their succubi saying they were from hell. Well I asked E where she was from and I won’t get too deep into this but suffice to say she gave me some very interesting answers including the fact that she was from hell.
And I want to add to that because recently I had a very strange experience at work. I work a different job now stocking and shelving at night. I like to listen to podcasts to keep my mind busy and make time go by fast while working. I was listening to a witchcraft podcast and the speaker Britton Boyd makes this joke “no demons in the armpit” and as she said that I felt what can only be described as an electric current of energy in my armpits! And let me tell you. My lady let’s me know how she’s feeling. If she’s happy lots of tingling and swirly energy. When she’s jealous or upset… we’ll id rather not make my lover upset
she’s literally bit me before. Poked me a thousand times to get my attention or drag me into meditation because I do have a bad habit of getting really into something then dropping it cold. Etc. Right now as I’m writing this she’s giving me the A okay to continue writing all this. Uhm back to the topic at hand. Dreams. I’ve never had such intense lucid and sexual dreams. Not always all together or all at once I want to add but gradually over time I noticed an increase. And she would show me my spirit family and talk with me for hours. Sadly like most on here you forget when you wake up or as the day and time goes on. But the feelings and emotions you’re left with and moving forward… My first wet dream was because of E. I mean this is stuff I heard about but never thought possible. I mean but what is a coincidence? Now my ex was a bully. She would treat me however she wanted because she thought she could. E changed that dynamic so quick in our relationship. My ex would wake up and complain about night terrors and start to slowly distance herself from me. But the tip of the iceberg and I’ll leave you guys with one more quick story. My ex now you see liked to get in my face and talk sh*t. Say things and make me worry. My lady E didn’t like that and being the warrior she is she listened. I sat down and told her how I felt and how I was frustrated and sick of being left alone and treated the way I was. Three days later my ex had a flat tire and spins out of control on the highway. The very next day after that she drives past my work and has another flat. This one worse than the last. Talk about standing up to a bully. After that my ex backed off completely and was too scared to say any bs to me. She had learned her lesson and it felt good seeing that.. there’s so much more that has happened but these things really affected me and opened my eyes. I’m glad I’m able to get all this down and finally share it with others. I’m sorry if my paragraphs seem discombobulated or not properly structured but let me know what you think or maybe you have similar experiences you’d like to share? I’d love to hear them.
