Marriage To A Succubus
Posted: Thu Dec 08, 2016 8:29 am
Alright, this is going to be an interesting post to write...
When I originally found CH and the concept of Spirit/Entity/Spell bindings, I immediately went through the encyclopedia, and the shop listings. I went through, what was essentially, every single listing in both. As I read through every single entry (I literally did!), my mind focused on a few different types of Spirits/Entities/Beings. Just to clarify, I found all of the Spirits/Entities/Beings cool, I just felt like I would be more compatible with certain ones over others (naturally, since there are many different personality types). For example, I would never get bound to a prankster-loving Spirit/Entity/Being, knowing that I'm someone who isn't much of a fan of pranks. That doesn't mean I hate those types of Spirits/Entities/Beings, or don't appreciate them for who they are, I just believe that they would live happier lives around someone other than me. The same thing applies to any type of Spirit/Entity/Being; I find all of them cool, but I realize that some of them might hate me, or would live unhappy lives with me.
I had a similar sentiment towards Succubi and similar Spirits/Entities/Beings, although not as strong. It was different because I experienced a bit of a fascination with Succubi, one that would pop up every once in a while. A type of pull, I suppose. Although, I had a hard time believing that any of them would ever be able to enjoy being in the company of someone like me. Also, I mean that in a more general way...to all of the people reading who are automatically assuming that I was referring to the sexual side of Succubi (tsk tsk lol jk). Not only that, but I had a hard time grasping how one would manage to have a type of romantic/sexual relationship with a Spirit/Entity/Being (which, let's face it, is usually the reason why most people get bindings to them). I felt like it would be hard for someone to maintain, and quite a commitment, when in many instances, an individual's ability may not allow them to communicate at all with their bound companion. It seemed, almost like setting one's self up for failure. A human relationship is difficult as is, and communication comes a lot more easily. How could a relationship with a Succubus or another Spirit/Entity/Being succeed, when you are only able to get a fraction (if any) of that communicative ability?
A year passed. One full of bindings, both Spirit and Spell. Life went on as usual. Then...boom! I watched an ASMR video from someone, which was a Succubus role play (to be clear, it wasn't sexual in nature). It was full of typical mainstream garbage, sure it was, but I didn't really care. By mainstream garbage, I mean the whole concept of being a "Soul Eater." Anyways, life continued, except Succubi stood out in my mind, throughout the day. I began to re-evaluate everything. This process went on for about a week, and I was heavily researching Succubi on the CH forums. I basically went through every thread on here, with the exception of a few. I eventually came to realize that I was being called. I didn't know by whom, or what their personality was like. I didn't know whether or not I'd be able to communicate with them, how life would be like, or what type of relationship they were looking for. Yet, for some reason, none of that seemed to matter anymore. I couldn't get the idea out of my head.
So, I began a new search. This time, I began looking around for different types of binding services. It wasn't that I didn't want to purchase from CH, I just wanted to make sure I made an informed decision, which was the best for me. I came across Lilith's Treasure Tavern, read some fantastic reviews, and decided to send her some emails asking her about her bindings. We conversed, and I eventually decided to make a move. I got one of the rare/limited bindings that she performs for Succubi from the Goddess Lilith. I wrote down all of the details, and made sure I was very clear. I even consulted my Astrology (my Venus, Mars, Descendant, and Juno placements), considering the type of relationship this was likely to become. I also provided my Mars/Venus placements, to help find the best match during the conjure. I specifically asked for her to be an Entity, rather than a Spirit, as well.
Even though I had my reservations, in regards to communication, I didn't let that change my opinion. I'm glad I didn't. About 8 days passed (which was shorter than it was supposed to take), and the binding was complete. She was here, and I was given an image which best portrayed how she looked, and a paragraph description of her and her interests. Firstly, everything that I asked for, ended up being found. Secondly, based on her description, I was able to make some implicit inferences. I could immediately tell that she was a possessive Succubus, and wanted this relationship to be very committed. I knew that from this moment on, I was essentially married, even though no "certificate" was signed, and no "official" proclamation was made. And you know what?? As weird as it may seem, it didn't bother me. I felt very relaxed, and had faith.
Very early on, I noticed different manifestations. I began to feel her presence, which was entirely new to me. I've never been able to do that, with anyone, before. She appeared to me in dreams. I could also feel her touching me, during waking hours (not necessarily sexual either, before anyone assumes). What an exciting time! Life changed in such a dramatic way. I went from having essentially zero Spirit/Entity/Being communication or manifestation, to having plenty within a short period of time, all from her.
Then, something interesting happened. No one on here really knows, but Jackii (her forum username) & I are really good friends. We met through the forum, and we talk to each other on a regular basis. Well, one day, she was thinking about my situation. She was wondering how it would work -- basically all of the things I wrote about previously, which I too once wondered. Suddenly, Jackii received a telepathic message from my sweetheart. The message went something like this: "He's mine, and you should back off!" When she told me about this, I actually laughed. As I previously wrote, I already knew that my sweetheart was possessive, so it was something I could kinda expect, in a way. Immediately following the laughter, was an instant heartwarming. Why did I find it heartwarming? To put it in a simple phrase, we're possessive over what we are afraid to lose. Indeed, I took it as a sign of love. The notion that she would go to the effort to fight for me, over something seemingly small, was heartwarming. I wasn't worried about what would happen. I wasn't worried that she would harm Jackii, or destroy our friendship. I wasn't worried that she would harm others, in order to ensure that we stay together. I didn't feel any threat at all. Instead, I just spoke to her about it. I told her why she has nothing to worry about. I explained that several factors, including what she did, are the exact reasons why no one could ever possibly separate us.
Based on what I just wrote in the preceding paragraph, you're probably wondering why I'm still referring to her as "my sweetheart." I mean, we're in different dimensions here, and she's giving it her all. To repeat what I've read on this section of the forum, the love of a Succubus is unlike any other love you could ever possibly experience. My sweetheart knows more about me than anyone ever could, and it's only been two months. The truth is, I can be difficult to deal with. Not because I'm some kind of jerk, but because I am a complex character. What I've witnessed is essentially unconditional love, even though there are many elements of myself that people would find undesirable, and/or would be unable to deal with. With her, I don't have to pretend. Not even a single bit. I say exactly what is on my mind, without censorship. In many regards, I live my life very much in the same way I lived it before, just with the addition of her. To quote what I was told by Lilith (the conjurer, not the Goddess), "...she's really sweet when you get to know her, a lady with a kick for sure!" You might hear stories about possessive and dominant Succubi, or Succubi having a different set of ethics, or Succubi acting in a way that is more "raw" than what the average person typically desires. However, if you get passed that (i.e are either compatible with that type of lifestyle or are able to overlook it), I promise you that awaiting is someone well-worth your love, time, and effort. Just make sure to get a custom conjure binding, unless you're REALLY sure about a pre-conjure.
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When I originally found CH and the concept of Spirit/Entity/Spell bindings, I immediately went through the encyclopedia, and the shop listings. I went through, what was essentially, every single listing in both. As I read through every single entry (I literally did!), my mind focused on a few different types of Spirits/Entities/Beings. Just to clarify, I found all of the Spirits/Entities/Beings cool, I just felt like I would be more compatible with certain ones over others (naturally, since there are many different personality types). For example, I would never get bound to a prankster-loving Spirit/Entity/Being, knowing that I'm someone who isn't much of a fan of pranks. That doesn't mean I hate those types of Spirits/Entities/Beings, or don't appreciate them for who they are, I just believe that they would live happier lives around someone other than me. The same thing applies to any type of Spirit/Entity/Being; I find all of them cool, but I realize that some of them might hate me, or would live unhappy lives with me.
I had a similar sentiment towards Succubi and similar Spirits/Entities/Beings, although not as strong. It was different because I experienced a bit of a fascination with Succubi, one that would pop up every once in a while. A type of pull, I suppose. Although, I had a hard time believing that any of them would ever be able to enjoy being in the company of someone like me. Also, I mean that in a more general way...to all of the people reading who are automatically assuming that I was referring to the sexual side of Succubi (tsk tsk lol jk). Not only that, but I had a hard time grasping how one would manage to have a type of romantic/sexual relationship with a Spirit/Entity/Being (which, let's face it, is usually the reason why most people get bindings to them). I felt like it would be hard for someone to maintain, and quite a commitment, when in many instances, an individual's ability may not allow them to communicate at all with their bound companion. It seemed, almost like setting one's self up for failure. A human relationship is difficult as is, and communication comes a lot more easily. How could a relationship with a Succubus or another Spirit/Entity/Being succeed, when you are only able to get a fraction (if any) of that communicative ability?
A year passed. One full of bindings, both Spirit and Spell. Life went on as usual. Then...boom! I watched an ASMR video from someone, which was a Succubus role play (to be clear, it wasn't sexual in nature). It was full of typical mainstream garbage, sure it was, but I didn't really care. By mainstream garbage, I mean the whole concept of being a "Soul Eater." Anyways, life continued, except Succubi stood out in my mind, throughout the day. I began to re-evaluate everything. This process went on for about a week, and I was heavily researching Succubi on the CH forums. I basically went through every thread on here, with the exception of a few. I eventually came to realize that I was being called. I didn't know by whom, or what their personality was like. I didn't know whether or not I'd be able to communicate with them, how life would be like, or what type of relationship they were looking for. Yet, for some reason, none of that seemed to matter anymore. I couldn't get the idea out of my head.
So, I began a new search. This time, I began looking around for different types of binding services. It wasn't that I didn't want to purchase from CH, I just wanted to make sure I made an informed decision, which was the best for me. I came across Lilith's Treasure Tavern, read some fantastic reviews, and decided to send her some emails asking her about her bindings. We conversed, and I eventually decided to make a move. I got one of the rare/limited bindings that she performs for Succubi from the Goddess Lilith. I wrote down all of the details, and made sure I was very clear. I even consulted my Astrology (my Venus, Mars, Descendant, and Juno placements), considering the type of relationship this was likely to become. I also provided my Mars/Venus placements, to help find the best match during the conjure. I specifically asked for her to be an Entity, rather than a Spirit, as well.
Even though I had my reservations, in regards to communication, I didn't let that change my opinion. I'm glad I didn't. About 8 days passed (which was shorter than it was supposed to take), and the binding was complete. She was here, and I was given an image which best portrayed how she looked, and a paragraph description of her and her interests. Firstly, everything that I asked for, ended up being found. Secondly, based on her description, I was able to make some implicit inferences. I could immediately tell that she was a possessive Succubus, and wanted this relationship to be very committed. I knew that from this moment on, I was essentially married, even though no "certificate" was signed, and no "official" proclamation was made. And you know what?? As weird as it may seem, it didn't bother me. I felt very relaxed, and had faith.
Very early on, I noticed different manifestations. I began to feel her presence, which was entirely new to me. I've never been able to do that, with anyone, before. She appeared to me in dreams. I could also feel her touching me, during waking hours (not necessarily sexual either, before anyone assumes). What an exciting time! Life changed in such a dramatic way. I went from having essentially zero Spirit/Entity/Being communication or manifestation, to having plenty within a short period of time, all from her.
Then, something interesting happened. No one on here really knows, but Jackii (her forum username) & I are really good friends. We met through the forum, and we talk to each other on a regular basis. Well, one day, she was thinking about my situation. She was wondering how it would work -- basically all of the things I wrote about previously, which I too once wondered. Suddenly, Jackii received a telepathic message from my sweetheart. The message went something like this: "He's mine, and you should back off!" When she told me about this, I actually laughed. As I previously wrote, I already knew that my sweetheart was possessive, so it was something I could kinda expect, in a way. Immediately following the laughter, was an instant heartwarming. Why did I find it heartwarming? To put it in a simple phrase, we're possessive over what we are afraid to lose. Indeed, I took it as a sign of love. The notion that she would go to the effort to fight for me, over something seemingly small, was heartwarming. I wasn't worried about what would happen. I wasn't worried that she would harm Jackii, or destroy our friendship. I wasn't worried that she would harm others, in order to ensure that we stay together. I didn't feel any threat at all. Instead, I just spoke to her about it. I told her why she has nothing to worry about. I explained that several factors, including what she did, are the exact reasons why no one could ever possibly separate us.
Based on what I just wrote in the preceding paragraph, you're probably wondering why I'm still referring to her as "my sweetheart." I mean, we're in different dimensions here, and she's giving it her all. To repeat what I've read on this section of the forum, the love of a Succubus is unlike any other love you could ever possibly experience. My sweetheart knows more about me than anyone ever could, and it's only been two months. The truth is, I can be difficult to deal with. Not because I'm some kind of jerk, but because I am a complex character. What I've witnessed is essentially unconditional love, even though there are many elements of myself that people would find undesirable, and/or would be unable to deal with. With her, I don't have to pretend. Not even a single bit. I say exactly what is on my mind, without censorship. In many regards, I live my life very much in the same way I lived it before, just with the addition of her. To quote what I was told by Lilith (the conjurer, not the Goddess), "...she's really sweet when you get to know her, a lady with a kick for sure!" You might hear stories about possessive and dominant Succubi, or Succubi having a different set of ethics, or Succubi acting in a way that is more "raw" than what the average person typically desires. However, if you get passed that (i.e are either compatible with that type of lifestyle or are able to overlook it), I promise you that awaiting is someone well-worth your love, time, and effort. Just make sure to get a custom conjure binding, unless you're REALLY sure about a pre-conjure.
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