Predatorial Incubus experience
Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2021 8:55 am
Today I had to go out and it was one of those weird days in which weather doesn't seem to be able to make up its mind.
First it was cold in the morning and after I left home the sun suddenly came out and I was overdressed so I started sweating like I was an ice cream cone under the scorching sun.
Truth is I don't do well with heat and I still had a couple kilometers left to get home but I was already feeling weird about it.
I got worried. What if I fell down and hurt myself? It has happened before. What if I hit my head or if something happened to me and nobody knew where I was?
I got scared and that only made the sweating worse. My head was aching and my balance started feeling off when all of a sudden I wasn't alone anymore and my Incubus had showed up.
I couldn't see him but I knew it was him and he started walking with me.
I felt that he was upset, but also concerned. My favorite thing about him is that he has this bad boy charm to himself. So now I was not only melting because of the heat but also my heart was melting because of his presence.
At that point, I couldn't even speak in my mind. I had not said anything and yet he spoke to me.
"It doesn't matter how you try to sugar coat it, we are still predators, you know?"
Truth is that I have a tendency to idealize and romanticize things. I have a love team of companions that are experienced in sexy stuff and others and they are always sweet and caring towards me so I never thought of that possibility.
Not even in a million years I would have thought of my Incubus as a predator in any way. I wouldn't believe anyone who would tell me otherwise either.
I was shocked at the revelation. Could he be? Was he mad because I was unconsciously denying a part of himself? I was so surprised that I snapped out of my anxious state and started thinking about his comment instead.
Quickly I felt that my eyes started to burn and it was not because of the sweat in my forehead. He was asking me for permission to show me how he saw the world and wanted to share my eyes.
I wasn't so sure. I felt vulnerable and exposed at the time but since I wasn't alone anymore I asked if it was OK to try that later and he said it was fine.
Not very eagerly but he tried something else. I started to feel a strange sense of confidence and strength growing inside of me.
Fortunately I made it home safe and sound. Nothing else happened and I had a drink of something cold and then fell asleep.
I had weird dreams and it felt like my energetic pathways were being rearranged as I slept.
When I woke up I was incredibly hungry and I could still feel my Incubus presence around me.
I know that specially unbound Incubi can be a bit predatorial but in a very different kind of way and I was wondering if anyone had a similar experience.
Also... if anyone knew if there is such a thing as "Incubus sight"
First it was cold in the morning and after I left home the sun suddenly came out and I was overdressed so I started sweating like I was an ice cream cone under the scorching sun.
Truth is I don't do well with heat and I still had a couple kilometers left to get home but I was already feeling weird about it.
I got worried. What if I fell down and hurt myself? It has happened before. What if I hit my head or if something happened to me and nobody knew where I was?
I got scared and that only made the sweating worse. My head was aching and my balance started feeling off when all of a sudden I wasn't alone anymore and my Incubus had showed up.
I couldn't see him but I knew it was him and he started walking with me.
I felt that he was upset, but also concerned. My favorite thing about him is that he has this bad boy charm to himself. So now I was not only melting because of the heat but also my heart was melting because of his presence.
At that point, I couldn't even speak in my mind. I had not said anything and yet he spoke to me.
"It doesn't matter how you try to sugar coat it, we are still predators, you know?"
Truth is that I have a tendency to idealize and romanticize things. I have a love team of companions that are experienced in sexy stuff and others and they are always sweet and caring towards me so I never thought of that possibility.
Not even in a million years I would have thought of my Incubus as a predator in any way. I wouldn't believe anyone who would tell me otherwise either.
I was shocked at the revelation. Could he be? Was he mad because I was unconsciously denying a part of himself? I was so surprised that I snapped out of my anxious state and started thinking about his comment instead.
Quickly I felt that my eyes started to burn and it was not because of the sweat in my forehead. He was asking me for permission to show me how he saw the world and wanted to share my eyes.
I wasn't so sure. I felt vulnerable and exposed at the time but since I wasn't alone anymore I asked if it was OK to try that later and he said it was fine.
Not very eagerly but he tried something else. I started to feel a strange sense of confidence and strength growing inside of me.
Fortunately I made it home safe and sound. Nothing else happened and I had a drink of something cold and then fell asleep.
I had weird dreams and it felt like my energetic pathways were being rearranged as I slept.
When I woke up I was incredibly hungry and I could still feel my Incubus presence around me.
I know that specially unbound Incubi can be a bit predatorial but in a very different kind of way and I was wondering if anyone had a similar experience.
Also... if anyone knew if there is such a thing as "Incubus sight"