Well, this is embarrassing...
Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2019 5:57 pm
I just found out that T is a Psy vampire and not a Sang. I should have honestly known this already based on the listing saying she fed off of cast off energy but because she's a vampire Djinn Hybrid I for some reason thought that meant she used cast off energy to fuel wishes and such, and not as a vampire specifically. It never directly said she was a Psy and I being lame, assumed she was Sang. It slipped my mind to confirm it with the seller until I noticed the notes I was sent also didn't say whether she was Sang or Psy. So I emailed again to find out. This thread proves I was obviously wrong.
This means all the blood offerings I was placing out for her probably disgusted her instead of made her happy. What's worse is I now have no idea what sort of offerings to give to a Psy and the item I'd gotten to make that process ten times easier still hasn't arrived.
When I found out I'd possibly offended her with almost every offering I gave, I cried for a good five minutes and told her I was sorry over and over again like a child. She's probably not mad at me, honestly she probably understands completely, but I can't force myself to believe that and desperately want to make things up to her.
The first thing I did was physically clean and disinfect the little offering plate I have with hot water and rubbing alcohol (and then more water to get rid of the smell and alcohol residue). I did the same for her Vessel since once or twice I'd place it near or on the plate and I didn't want her vessel being "infected" by the bad offering. I know it sounds silly, but I was worried all the same. After that I dried them both off extremely well and scolded myself for being so stupid. Again, I'm sure she's not mad, she's smart. But I'm not. And right now my angsty teen self is going to continue thinking I'm an idiot until I can do right by T.
That all said and done. How would you guys rectify this outside of apologizing a hundred times over? What sort of offerings would you give a psy vamp? Am I overeacting?
Edit: After emailing the seller again with similar questions she said T saw the offerings as kind, and suggested public places so she could feed off of cast off energy. Knowing T wasn't mad or sickened made me feel a little better. I'm still curious about your opinions and suggestions though.
This means all the blood offerings I was placing out for her probably disgusted her instead of made her happy. What's worse is I now have no idea what sort of offerings to give to a Psy and the item I'd gotten to make that process ten times easier still hasn't arrived.
When I found out I'd possibly offended her with almost every offering I gave, I cried for a good five minutes and told her I was sorry over and over again like a child. She's probably not mad at me, honestly she probably understands completely, but I can't force myself to believe that and desperately want to make things up to her.
The first thing I did was physically clean and disinfect the little offering plate I have with hot water and rubbing alcohol (and then more water to get rid of the smell and alcohol residue). I did the same for her Vessel since once or twice I'd place it near or on the plate and I didn't want her vessel being "infected" by the bad offering. I know it sounds silly, but I was worried all the same. After that I dried them both off extremely well and scolded myself for being so stupid. Again, I'm sure she's not mad, she's smart. But I'm not. And right now my angsty teen self is going to continue thinking I'm an idiot until I can do right by T.
That all said and done. How would you guys rectify this outside of apologizing a hundred times over? What sort of offerings would you give a psy vamp? Am I overeacting?
Edit: After emailing the seller again with similar questions she said T saw the offerings as kind, and suggested public places so she could feed off of cast off energy. Knowing T wasn't mad or sickened made me feel a little better. I'm still curious about your opinions and suggestions though.