Always failing AP in the last moment....why????
Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2017 12:03 am
Recently, very frequently, whenever I lay back and fully relax every muscle and my thoughts, I start feeling like getting into a spinning like left and right as if at the same time. I had this happen long ago - when I were trying more spirit things - rather rare.
Back then I got told this is when someone is close to astral project. Then it ceased happening for quite some time,until recently where I worked hard to sense a Spirit and we reached a high level of manifestation. Thus, this spinning is reaching as far like full circles, after I managed to not react to it in a way which would get me out of this continiung.
I can repeat this every second time I want to reach this state.
But then,it just fades and nothing more happens. I don't know what I'm supposed to do when this feels complete to truely AP then. I have tried imagining to float, to stand up out of my body,lots other things or even not doing anything and simply let itqhappen, like the spinning, but nothing worked....
I don't want other methods, I know them all. And they don't work for me, where I have to pull myself with a rope,turn around or whatever. I want to be able to achieve the last bit of the one described above, which seems to be like missing the very last ingredient...
What advice do you have? Who can help me? And who APs this way too?
Back then I got told this is when someone is close to astral project. Then it ceased happening for quite some time,until recently where I worked hard to sense a Spirit and we reached a high level of manifestation. Thus, this spinning is reaching as far like full circles, after I managed to not react to it in a way which would get me out of this continiung.
I can repeat this every second time I want to reach this state.
But then,it just fades and nothing more happens. I don't know what I'm supposed to do when this feels complete to truely AP then. I have tried imagining to float, to stand up out of my body,lots other things or even not doing anything and simply let itqhappen, like the spinning, but nothing worked....
I don't want other methods, I know them all. And they don't work for me, where I have to pull myself with a rope,turn around or whatever. I want to be able to achieve the last bit of the one described above, which seems to be like missing the very last ingredient...
What advice do you have? Who can help me? And who APs this way too?
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