I need some help.

[Nightraven]

Hello everyone,

I don't post much to the forum anymore and I don't know how many responses I will get. I am looking for a little help.

About two years ago I was involved with two vampire spirits who gave me a hard time. They were active for a few months before Hecate and Persephone took over. They also gave me a hard time and told me many lies. I heard them until July 2025 and it has taken me this long to start feeling better. I am still healing.

One thing Hecate told me that rings true is that The Morrigan became my Goddess and I was headed to her realm after I die. I don't want to go to her realm. I am looking for someone who maybe works with her to ask The Morrigan two questions: 1) Does she have any claim to me in this life or the next? 2) Am I going to her realm when I leave this world?

I recently had a health scare and am thinking about the afterlife more and more. I just want to put the last two years behind me and have some peace. I am hoping there is somebody who can help me out.

Thanks,
Phil.

[WiseRavenRunes]

Thanks for sharing your story and concerns here Phil. I can relate to some of your fears about the afterlife, as it is something I have recently been pondering myself.

I don't work with The Morrigan, but my personal opinion based on my own belief system is that this sort of post-life arrangement isn't going to happen without some sort of agreement or consent on your side. If you don't want to go to The Morrigan after your passing and you have not made any sort of deal in life promising that to her, then it is not inherently in her power to take you. You will go where you are meant to go, and most likely that will be in a place of peace. I hope this gives you some comfort or at least a fresh perspective on the matter.

[Astraea Selene]

Hello Nightraven, you are a very old forum member . Not referring to your age since I haven't a clue about that. But surely you have been here for a long time.

Nice to read a post from you. Although it's not so pleasant emotionally and gives you some thoughts to sort out.

I would like to echo WiseRavenRunes reply. Even if you might have had a past life connection with that immortal's realm that you don't want to end up going to, surly you have some sayings in this life.

Maybe channel that intention into your personal life will. Simply ANNOUNCE it to the universe ... wrap it like a prayer if you feel comfortable. You do have the rights to commit your soul and spirit bodies whereever you wish to go after your passing.

[mcm442]

I'd like to ask why you believe Morrigan 'became' your goddess? Did you worship her, work with her, or any such things? If I understand her correctly, becoming one of 'hers' takes some commitment and time--you don't just get handed off to her. I also understand that it's also part of a journey and a reward for doing so.

Regardless---where do you want to go? Forego the worrying about what any has said, focus on where you do want to go. Not sure if I understand that you want to work with Hecate and Persephone, or you feel that those two also told you lies? If you feel that way about them, then don't believe anything they have told you.

Your path is yours, and is steered by your focus. If you convince yourself you are going to her realm, you probably will. Again, focus on where you want to travel to, and make that the reality.

[Nightraven]

Thanks for sharing your story and concerns here Phil. I can relate to some of your fears about the afterlife, as it is something I have recently been pondering myself.

I don't work with The Morrigan, but my personal opinion based on my own belief system is that this sort of post-life arrangement isn't going to happen without some sort of agreement or consent on your side. If you don't want to go to The Morrigan after your passing and you have not made any sort of deal in life promising that to her, then it is not inherently in her power to take you. You will go where you are meant to go, and most likely that will be in a place of peace. I hope this gives you some comfort or at least a fresh perspective on the matter.

Hello! and thanks for responding.

I was involved with two vampire spirits and in a moment of weakness I denied God, Jesus and the Church. I am Catholic. After Hecate was here she said I was going to her realm after I died as she was my Goddess which I didn't choose. Two weeks later she said The Morrigan was my Goddess (which I didn't choose) and I was now going to her realm. Apparently other "powers" got involved and "assigned" me to The Morrigan. I was told some wild things as you can see.

I made no deals or contracts. I am hoping to go to Christian Heaven. I am back in the good graces of the Church. I am in the process of putting the last two years behind me. I would like to hear directly from The Morrigan though as that should clear things up.

Thank you for your insight.
Phil.

[Nightraven]

Hello Nightraven, you are a very old forum member . Not referring to your age since I haven't a clue about that. But surely you have been here for a long time.

Nice to read a post from you. Although it's not so pleasant emotionally and gives you some thoughts to sort out.

I would like to echo WiseRavenRunes reply. Even if you might have had a past life connection with that immortal's realm that you don't want to end up going to, surly you have some sayings in this life.

Maybe channel that intention into your personal life will. Simply ANNOUNCE it to the universe ... wrap it like a prayer if you feel comfortable. You do have the rights to commit your soul and spirit bodies whereever you wish to go after your passing.

Hello and thanks for responding.

I never worked with The Morrigan in any way, but I don't know if there is a past life connection. I did falter with my Catholic faith and deny God. Maybe that was an opening for something to happen? My intention is to go to Christian Heaven and I got right with the Church since then.

Thanks,
Phil.

[Vanya GreyCrow]

Hi Nightraven,

Since you have already 'got right with the church' and are back in the Catholic faith, per Catholic teachings what claims can others have on you, one of God's children? This sounds more like it might be something to discuss with your priest, to be honest.

Good luck.

[Zaeryliss]

Gonna just start with a disclaimer, and say that my response comes from my own unverified personal gnosis, and that others may have different experiences than me. But here is my perspective...

I have a connection to both Hecate and the Morrigan. While everyone's experience is different, the behavior you are describing does not sound at all like the experiences I've had with either of them. The Morrigan can be persistent with trying to convince someone to accept her as their goddess should she decide to offer that, but I have yet to hear of a devotee of her's say that she FORCED them to accept her as their goddess. Even in her myth with Cù Challain she does not force him to accept her. She offers her help to which he refuses and she ACCEPTS his refusal. (Their interactions don't go great after that, but the point is that she accepted him saying 'No'.)

In my personal experience, if there is one thing the Morrigan has been the most passionate about, it would be teaching me to accept my own sovereignty. When I don't agree with something, she has taught me it is better to be upfront (and respectful!) Rather than to shy away and swallow my perspective. This includes even my interactions with her. Trust me, telling a war goddess you disagree with her is terrifying, but she has literally scolded me for cowering at her. When something she says or asks truly does not resonate with me, and I find the courage to stand my ground and tell her 'Respectfully no, and here is why..." she hears me. There may be some follow up, but if there is no resolve then ultimatley she accepts 'No' as an answer. Could she be treating you different? Possibly. But to me this really sounds backwards for her.

As for Hecate, One thing Hecate is known for is as goddess of the crossroads. She guides and helps one to decide which path at the metaphorical 'crossroad' one should take. Its very rare that I feel I get a definite "You must..." or "You will..." but rather more of an explanation of why one path is better than another. I leave her presence feeling that I have been given more information on how to decide rather than what to choose... and certainly not feeling like I have no hope of changing or choosing an outcome. I leave her presence feeling empowered, not hopeless. She also seems to push the themes of self empowerment and personal sovereignty; though she isn't quite as stern or blunt as the Morrigan in her teaching methods.

Any being making demands or grand statements without regard to your personal stake in such things is immediately a being I would be suspicious of. Again. I can only speak from my personal experience about these two goddesses, but my advice would be make sure that who you are talking to is really who they say they are.

I think everyone here has brought up a number of good points and questions as well. Especially, the point about if you have agreed to nothing, then you owe nothing.

[Adair]

Thanks for sharing your story and concerns here Phil. I can relate to some of your fears about the afterlife, as it is something I have recently been pondering myself.

I don't work with The Morrigan, but my personal opinion based on my own belief system is that this sort of post-life arrangement isn't going to happen without some sort of agreement or consent on your side. If you don't want to go to The Morrigan after your passing and you have not made any sort of deal in life promising that to her, then it is not inherently in her power to take you. You will go where you are meant to go, and most likely that will be in a place of peace. I hope this gives you some comfort or at least a fresh perspective on the matter.

Hello! and thanks for responding.

I was involved with two vampire spirits and in a moment of weakness I denied God, Jesus and the Church. I am Catholic. After Hecate was here she said I was going to her realm after I died as she was my Goddess which I didn't choose. Two weeks later she said The Morrigan was my Goddess (which I didn't choose) and I was now going to her realm. Apparently other "powers" got involved and "assigned" me to The Morrigan. I was told some wild things as you can see.

I made no deals or contracts. I am hoping to go to Christian Heaven. I am back in the good graces of the Church. I am in the process of putting the last two years behind me. I would like to hear directly from The Morrigan though as that should clear things up.

Thank you for your insight.
Phil.

Hi Nightraven,

I would take this as a miscommunication, or unbound tricksters. Definitely not "truth" or "fact". Cleanse yourself and your space, and carry on with the Path you have chosen, don't be worried by this.

[Keriix Lunaria]

I think you are confused. No immortal wants to claim you, especially not one that is so unwilling. By saying that, you’re literally saying the God that you believe in has lesser powers than them, which allows them to bring you into their realm vs your own God which you put your faith in, and have their own power as well. What you have is doubt in your own faith. Fix that, and your problems, doubts and confusion will go away.