I need some help.

[Astraea Selene]

Great news about your choices of putting things right with God and wishing to get to Heaven.

Make sure to confess Jesus Christ as your personal Saviours and tell Him that you want help trusting Him and recive your after life from Him. Admit sincerely, from the bottom of your heart that you know that you have done wrong things in your life.

We all did. We are all born separate from the grace of God. But Jesus is the way, the truth and the life, nobody ever able to go/see God but through Him. (Bible verse paraphrased)

I am not trying to convert you. Only explaining that what I did myself. I made sure that I secure my future after my passing by faith in Jesus, who'll transport me to Heaven one day. As childish as it's sounds... This is my faith and security of my soul as I have committed myself to Him entirely for safekeeping me. God gave my soul, I let HIM keep my soul safe while I am alive on earth and after my body died I'll be entirely His, in Heaven.

Hello Nightraven, you are a very old forum member . Not referring to your age since I haven't a clue about that. But surely you have been here for a long time.

Nice to read a post from you. Although it's not so pleasant emotionally and gives you some thoughts to sort out.

I would like to echo WiseRavenRunes reply. Even if you might have had a past life connection with that immortal's realm that you don't want to end up going to, surly you have some sayings in this life.

Maybe channel that intention into your personal life will. Simply ANNOUNCE it to the universe ... wrap it like a prayer if you feel comfortable. You do have the rights to commit your soul and spirit bodies whereever you wish to go after your passing.

Hello and thanks for responding.

I never worked with The Morrigan in any way, but I don't know if there is a past life connection. I did falter with my Catholic faith and deny God. Maybe that was an opening for something to happen? My intention is to go to Christian Heaven and I got right with the Church since then.

Thanks,
Phil.

[Nightraven]

Hi Nightraven,

Since you have already 'got right with the church' and are back in the Catholic faith, per Catholic teachings what claims can others have on you, one of God's children? This sounds more like it might be something to discuss with your priest, to be honest.

Good luck.

Hello and thanks for responding.

I have been working with my priest over the last few months. I had my confession heard and my sins forgiven. I have been attending church regularly.

I wanted to hear from The Morrigan just in case some of what was said to me was true. Once I know she has no claim to me then I can relax and continue to heal. I want to hear her side of things.

Thanks,
Phil.

[Nightraven]

Thanks for sharing your story and concerns here Phil. I can relate to some of your fears about the afterlife, as it is something I have recently been pondering myself.

I don't work with The Morrigan, but my personal opinion based on my own belief system is that this sort of post-life arrangement isn't going to happen without some sort of agreement or consent on your side. If you don't want to go to The Morrigan after your passing and you have not made any sort of deal in life promising that to her, then it is not inherently in her power to take you. You will go where you are meant to go, and most likely that will be in a place of peace. I hope this gives you some comfort or at least a fresh perspective on the matter.

Hello! and thanks for responding.

I was involved with two vampire spirits and in a moment of weakness I denied God, Jesus and the Church. I am Catholic. After Hecate was here she said I was going to her realm after I died as she was my Goddess which I didn't choose. Two weeks later she said The Morrigan was my Goddess (which I didn't choose) and I was now going to her realm. Apparently other "powers" got involved and "assigned" me to The Morrigan. I was told some wild things as you can see.

I made no deals or contracts. I am hoping to go to Christian Heaven. I am back in the good graces of the Church. I am in the process of putting the last two years behind me. I would like to hear directly from The Morrigan though as that should clear things up.

Thank you for your insight.
Phil.

Hi Nightraven,

I would take this as a miscommunication, or unbound tricksters. Definitely not "truth" or "fact". Cleanse yourself and your space, and carry on with the Path you have chosen, don't be worried by this.

Hello,

I think you make a good point. I apparently was told many lies. I am getting back on track.

Thanks,
Phil.

[Adair]

Thanks for sharing your story and concerns here Phil. I can relate to some of your fears about the afterlife, as it is something I have recently been pondering myself.

I don't work with The Morrigan, but my personal opinion based on my own belief system is that this sort of post-life arrangement isn't going to happen without some sort of agreement or consent on your side. If you don't want to go to The Morrigan after your passing and you have not made any sort of deal in life promising that to her, then it is not inherently in her power to take you. You will go where you are meant to go, and most likely that will be in a place of peace. I hope this gives you some comfort or at least a fresh perspective on the matter.

Hello! and thanks for responding.

I was involved with two vampire spirits and in a moment of weakness I denied God, Jesus and the Church. I am Catholic. After Hecate was here she said I was going to her realm after I died as she was my Goddess which I didn't choose. Two weeks later she said The Morrigan was my Goddess (which I didn't choose) and I was now going to her realm. Apparently other "powers" got involved and "assigned" me to The Morrigan. I was told some wild things as you can see.

I made no deals or contracts. I am hoping to go to Christian Heaven. I am back in the good graces of the Church. I am in the process of putting the last two years behind me. I would like to hear directly from The Morrigan though as that should clear things up.

Thank you for your insight.
Phil.

Hi Nightraven,

I would take this as a miscommunication, or unbound tricksters. Definitely not "truth" or "fact". Cleanse yourself and your space, and carry on with the Path you have chosen, don't be worried by this.

Hello,

I think you make a good point. I apparently was told many lies. I am getting back on track.

Thanks,
Phil.

I'm glad to hear you are getting back on track! You'll be more than okay Nightraven, I'm sure. I was also raised Catholic. Although I don't personally follow the church or the bible, I do believe (and use) the religious items like Rosaries, Chaplets, holy water etc and yes, I believe in God.

[Ragnar]

Its Your personal choice. I can give my example - i was a raised catholic, but i am happy my vampire succubus companion in love brought me step by step to her mother Lilith and made a pact with her. Now we live in perfect harmony and not miss my old religion. But its a personal way, if you happy in the catholic way stay there. I respect this, also i am in clear words on the other side..