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About over a year ago i followed a crowd of fellow disgruntled CH members onto a google hangouts section. I was still reeling from my mental issues due to a debilitating brain infection i had prior, even though it was a year and a half i had been recovering, my mind was still fair prey to any unbounds, and i was still dealing with a damaged brain messing with my nerves and emotions.

Backstory aside, the main point being thrown around was that CH was becoming terrible, which of course it isn't, but a delusional angry person like me tends to follow along. But i started to feel a massive energy drain, nothing i have ever felt before, i had many different vitamin supplements and exercise to help with healing my brain, and my diet was average at best.

But i never had migraines like that before, and massive nausea/weakness attacks whenever i viewed anything CH related. Emails, the site itself, and Chat was the worst offender at the time. From what i remembered a few new faces and sellers were beginning to arise, and there seemed to be some sort of conflict going on with a few members on chat, they invited me to an off site and messaged me with lies and drama.

I had complained about an energy drain on CH chat, prob not the best place, but it seemed to be just me feeling it, and i was starting to very much distance myself from CH.

I started to believe it, but it was easy for me to believe when i felt so bad being around the site. I think i wanted an excuse to validate what i was feeling, and in a short span of a week i left CH, and i went onto the hangouts chat.

I was with 3 other people, and eventually someone else came in. I really only liked one person there, and she brought me into it. Boy.. If only i knew what was going on.

I felt fine in my everyday life, working and watching TV, playing video games no problem. It's just whenever i got onto anything CH related i got massively drained and just felt terrible, and it would persist for at least two hours after i left the site.

All while i was communicating with a few members on hangouts, they were still complaining and saying that their spirits are fighting off..blah blah bull crap that made it seem that CH was a warzone or something.

They kept trying to tell me that my spirits were communicating with them, i wasn't very sensitive other than hearing whispers. I tended to get alot of..silence from the spirits around me, a sort of uneasiness filled the room.

They have still been very silent to this day, i don't really hear much from my CH spirits anymore, and it's a shame because they really were nice. I think a few still talk, but its in and out usually.

Anyway, during this time i actually started to get visits from some dark beings, very powerful. But at the same time i kept getting sick of being attacked. So i started to browse other spiritual sites, and began to find help in a lot of different spiritual protective companions. I had found myself, and thank god that i did. Right before it started to get terrible, i had a Black dragon, "D", basilisk "O". wyvern "S", gold dragon "K", draugr "V", a 200 ft glass entombed dragon "R", a green dragon "D", a hell hound "B", a heaven hound "M" just to name a few. I also had the companionship of a lunar demoness "T", and a Egyptian Nile demoness "R", who were also protective.

Pretty soon i had started to doubt....i was becoming paranoid and unsure of why communication started to slow.

They had recently brought in a new member, a non english native lady, who they began to talk behind her back. I remember she had just bought a living entity king incubus to be with her, and when the night i yelled at her to get her life together, and take care of yourself over some issue.

I had a visitor, i remember being told it was a living entity king incubus, it was a quick vision at night. I remember it clear as day, a black dragon ripping the arm off a living entity, with a real quick snap. I have no idea whether or not this is possible, as i know living entities can indeed die, but i was told he bled to death and became a spirit afterwords.

Anyway, i was starting to feel drained on the hangouts site, i had noticed over a period of 2 weeks the main lady that brought me in did not talk anymore, i messaged a different member, and she told me she had "migraines" and wouldn't talk.

I immediately called Bull shoot on it.

I hung around for a few more days before realizing i was being used for energy, and being attacked. So i left the group and never looked back.

It still took a month or two before i started to feel better, at that time i started to surrond myself with a few new spirits, and eventually i started to feel well again.

Then i came back to CH, and i never felt better.

Heres the main lesson to learn here, if your disgruntled or have an issue, Don't buy into other peoples crap. I didn't want to take it up with CH about it, but you really should.

Some people say thats common sense...Sure if your able to think rationally about it, but not all people like to confront with their issues.

There are many different protection rituals that helped, i used to say a mantra, but any of the rituals on here could aid you. Luckily i had the help of some nice protective companions, and i suggest that you do as well.

You never know when somebody will use you, they seemed like normal good users. But beware, you can very well be used. The best way to protect yourself from these types of people, is to realize its happening and distance yourself. Removing the cause is a step toward being free of it, make sure you know who it is your discussing these topics with outside of CH. It could cause issues..

i had left Ch for a good 7 months for only recently coming back a few weeks ago...if anybody remembers me thats why i had such a long absence, i came back a few times but it took me awhile to trust anything spiritual for a bit.

Lol, what a tease.. I wanna know who it was.

Cult wrote:Lol, what a tease.. I wanna know who it was.

I remember names, but i have no idea if im allowed to throw it around.

Unclesid wrote:

Cult wrote:Lol, what a tease.. I wanna know who it was.

I remember names, but i have no idea if im allowed to throw it around.

I wouldn't.

This reminds me of the first evocation I did when I was 19. Please people use protection. I don’t care what it is all I care about is that you use it.

They kept trying to tell me that my spirits were communicating with them, i wasn't very sensitive other than hearing whispers. I tended to get alot of..silence from the spirits around me, a sort of uneasiness filled the room.

There's your first red flag, my friend. Never put much thought into someone else saying that your spirits are communicating with them. I do not feel your problem was primarily with the CH community in general, but those you followed off site. Often times we lose ourselves in the communities we become a part of. We hope that we have found true friends, but often times we come to discover that these people have worn a mask the entire time we "know" them, when it fact, we truly know nothing about them to begin with. Always protect yourself and your energy, you never know where the real enemy may wait. We are all on this path for a reason. This journey, is ultimately, our own and no one elses. Listen to your spirits, not what others tell you about them.

Nanami wrote:

They kept trying to tell me that my spirits were communicating with them, i wasn't very sensitive other than hearing whispers. I tended to get alot of..silence from the spirits around me, a sort of uneasiness filled the room.

There's your first red flag, my friend. Never put much thought into someone else saying that your spirits are communicating with them. I do not feel your problem was primarily with the CH community in general, but those you followed off site. Often times we lose ourselves in the communities we become a part of. We hope that we have found true friends, but often times we come to discover that these people have worn a mask the entire time we "know" them, when it fact, we truly know nothing about them to begin with. Always protect yourself and your energy, you never know where the real enemy may wait. We are all on this path for a reason. This journey, is ultimately, our own and no one elses. Listen to your spirits, not what others tell you about them.

I couldn't agree more. Well said!

Nanami wrote:

They kept trying to tell me that my spirits were communicating with them, i wasn't very sensitive other than hearing whispers. I tended to get alot of..silence from the spirits around me, a sort of uneasiness filled the room.

There's your first red flag, my friend. Never put much thought into someone else saying that your spirits are communicating with them.

One reason not to disclose the name of your companions to other people.

In that way, anytime someone said that they contact your companion, ask them what's the name, what's the basic description, and other personal info that only you and the conjurer know. If they can't answer, most likely they lie.

Of the 500 spirits in my Keep, not counting the Unbounds that I work with and bind for others, 150 are devoted entirely to my protection in some form or another. Having been sensitive to the spirit world since I was a child, it was necessary for that many. Working with the energies I work with on a daily basis, made it even more necessary. Always believe in them and have faith in them.

In that way, anytime someone said that they contact your companion, ask them what's the name, what's the basic description, and other personal info that only you and the conjurer know. If they can't answer, most likely they lie.

Even if a person may hit close to home if someone were to ask them to describe them, it really is no one elses place to be saying anything or even trying to interact with others spirits. No legit person is going to contact you and say "hey, your vampire or unicorn said this!"