Is this Metaphysical or Medical?
Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2021 1:27 am
Since my first two Spirit friends arrived almost a month ago I've noticed many changes, mostly positive, but one that's been concerning me.
What's been bothering me is my vision. Even as I'm typing I've been having trouble with seeing "colourful shadows against white objects". Kind of like when you look at a light, then look away and you see the opposite shape of the object change colours until it disappears. Kind of like that. I would more accurately describe it as (hope it's okej for me to reference these things) being really high on edibles (which I use, but at most twice a week, and I'm not high right now), or when you use Salvia (Divinorum). Especially when my Gargoyle friend is around. When I'd see Him (in my mind's eye) I'd feel His energy, which exactly felt like being on edibles, minus the psychoactive effects on the brain.
Now a few months back I was diagnosed with very mild pre-diabetes, and vision problems are an early sign, but I can't say my vision is "blurry", and I don't have any other symptoms associated with diabetes.
Has anyone else experienced this? I didn't have this issue before they arrived. I also have a Sorrow Angel Spirit friend as well, and I believe She is considered "white arts", so I don't think it's Her. I'm thinking it's my body growing accustomed to their energy, but it could also be medical. I'm not going to use any responses here as a replacement for medical attention, I'd just like to know if changes in vision when your Spirits are around is a normal part of the bonding process, or if it's the individual Spirit's energy that does this? I will be calling my doctor tomorrow anyways for something unrelated, but I will let him know.
What's been bothering me is my vision. Even as I'm typing I've been having trouble with seeing "colourful shadows against white objects". Kind of like when you look at a light, then look away and you see the opposite shape of the object change colours until it disappears. Kind of like that. I would more accurately describe it as (hope it's okej for me to reference these things) being really high on edibles (which I use, but at most twice a week, and I'm not high right now), or when you use Salvia (Divinorum). Especially when my Gargoyle friend is around. When I'd see Him (in my mind's eye) I'd feel His energy, which exactly felt like being on edibles, minus the psychoactive effects on the brain.
Now a few months back I was diagnosed with very mild pre-diabetes, and vision problems are an early sign, but I can't say my vision is "blurry", and I don't have any other symptoms associated with diabetes.
Has anyone else experienced this? I didn't have this issue before they arrived. I also have a Sorrow Angel Spirit friend as well, and I believe She is considered "white arts", so I don't think it's Her. I'm thinking it's my body growing accustomed to their energy, but it could also be medical. I'm not going to use any responses here as a replacement for medical attention, I'd just like to know if changes in vision when your Spirits are around is a normal part of the bonding process, or if it's the individual Spirit's energy that does this? I will be calling my doctor tomorrow anyways for something unrelated, but I will let him know.