Unbound Entity Causing Harm - Help
Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2018 8:38 am
Alright, I am new here. (Hello)
I joined because I am having an issue that has been going on for 12 years and I feel I need to reach out.
I have read through these forums and talked in the chat a bit, and have I suppose found that I have an unbound entity "attached" to me.
I will try to make this as short as I can while explaining everything.
Since I was 13, I have had an issue with Sleep paralysis (will just say SP to keep it short)
As it started, there was this entity that came with it. It started off as just waking up unable to move after a nightmare, but then I started having this really sharp stabbing pain in my chest during the dreams, where I would wake up and still feel it.
After about a year of this I started to see it. Began as a shadow in one part of the room, but as I grew older it got more and more clear. Body like that of a (for lack of a better term) Werewolf, however mangey fur. The eyes were round and voided (no color, just black but not like a shark eye, but not like a hole or empty eye socket. Just black nothing.)
It stands about 5 1/2 ft tall, and its neither muscular nor gaunt/skinny. It has really warm breath, though no smell. It has no scent at all.
I normally sleep on my stomach with my head under my pillow (Due to this expierence growing up) and I have the SP averaging every other night. I don't always see it, or feel it. Sometimes its just SP and I eventually move and get up and thats that.
However if I fall asleep/wake up on my back or side, Ill see it. Normally standing in the doorway of my bedroom or the doorway to the attached bathroom. It doesn't matter if it is dark or daylight out.
This is all well and good, however It really became a concern several years back when physical things began to happen. Scratches (of which a few have left physical scars) and bruising where I could feel/see it grab/scratch me.
I move around a lot (From state to state here in the US.) And everywhere I go, it comes. For the first few weeks nothing. No SP, nothing. Then, it starts up again.
I have tried:
-Sage cleansing
-Incense (Dragon Blood)
-Prayer (Grew up in a Christian home, not the only go to church on Sunday but the bible study every morning and night kind.)
-Summoning other entities to try and communicate with to understand/find out what this thing following/attacking me is (Didn't work out, as I am not proficient at all and really have no experience save the forum post of instructions and ended up one time giving a roommate of mine a few nights of haunts/nightmares that, upon using sage, fixed.)
Any advice would be great, and if you need any other info let me know (family history as far as heritage/location goes, or anything else that would be helpful.)
Tonight I am going to attempt to make contact with it, as suggested by someone here and find out directly from it what it wants.
Going about this as taking the incense that I have (Left over dragon blood, that, according to them I overpaid for, which I am sure that I did) and holding it, asking it to tell me its objective/purpose, what it wants etc while meditating and inviting it to open a line of communication with me.
If successful I will post below. However, I am desperate as this has affected many parts of my life (Given anxiety over going to sleep, depression since I was about 15, the physical harm of course, and now it is affecting me and my business since I used to love what I did, however I am losing interest in even what I love to do.)
Thank you in advance for any help/advice
I joined because I am having an issue that has been going on for 12 years and I feel I need to reach out.
I have read through these forums and talked in the chat a bit, and have I suppose found that I have an unbound entity "attached" to me.
I will try to make this as short as I can while explaining everything.
Since I was 13, I have had an issue with Sleep paralysis (will just say SP to keep it short)
As it started, there was this entity that came with it. It started off as just waking up unable to move after a nightmare, but then I started having this really sharp stabbing pain in my chest during the dreams, where I would wake up and still feel it.
After about a year of this I started to see it. Began as a shadow in one part of the room, but as I grew older it got more and more clear. Body like that of a (for lack of a better term) Werewolf, however mangey fur. The eyes were round and voided (no color, just black but not like a shark eye, but not like a hole or empty eye socket. Just black nothing.)
It stands about 5 1/2 ft tall, and its neither muscular nor gaunt/skinny. It has really warm breath, though no smell. It has no scent at all.
I normally sleep on my stomach with my head under my pillow (Due to this expierence growing up) and I have the SP averaging every other night. I don't always see it, or feel it. Sometimes its just SP and I eventually move and get up and thats that.
However if I fall asleep/wake up on my back or side, Ill see it. Normally standing in the doorway of my bedroom or the doorway to the attached bathroom. It doesn't matter if it is dark or daylight out.
This is all well and good, however It really became a concern several years back when physical things began to happen. Scratches (of which a few have left physical scars) and bruising where I could feel/see it grab/scratch me.
I move around a lot (From state to state here in the US.) And everywhere I go, it comes. For the first few weeks nothing. No SP, nothing. Then, it starts up again.
I have tried:
-Sage cleansing
-Incense (Dragon Blood)
-Prayer (Grew up in a Christian home, not the only go to church on Sunday but the bible study every morning and night kind.)
-Summoning other entities to try and communicate with to understand/find out what this thing following/attacking me is (Didn't work out, as I am not proficient at all and really have no experience save the forum post of instructions and ended up one time giving a roommate of mine a few nights of haunts/nightmares that, upon using sage, fixed.)
Any advice would be great, and if you need any other info let me know (family history as far as heritage/location goes, or anything else that would be helpful.)
Tonight I am going to attempt to make contact with it, as suggested by someone here and find out directly from it what it wants.
Going about this as taking the incense that I have (Left over dragon blood, that, according to them I overpaid for, which I am sure that I did) and holding it, asking it to tell me its objective/purpose, what it wants etc while meditating and inviting it to open a line of communication with me.
If successful I will post below. However, I am desperate as this has affected many parts of my life (Given anxiety over going to sleep, depression since I was about 15, the physical harm of course, and now it is affecting me and my business since I used to love what I did, however I am losing interest in even what I love to do.)
Thank you in advance for any help/advice