It was a Saturday afternoon and the weather this day was.... pretty open to fast change...
I promised my spirit to visit the woods that saturday if the weather would be stable enough, so at first i didn´t want to go because of rain and such...But the the sun showed itself and so did i go^^
The woods where i live are on a little mountain, so you have to walk up very much, wich can be exhausting, but... before I even ventured into the woods, I alread got a feeling of being watched. Like a pressure in the treetops, a presence in the treetrunks and in nearly all of them. It felt like it asked: "What do you want here human?"
Naturally i introduced me/us and stated what i wished to do. Going on a walk with my spirit and visit the place I blessed my water (made holy water). I did grant me, but still....it felt to be leery to me (i understood that completly.... humans are not known, as a species, to behave respectfull towards the woods and nature itself...some do and more dont, even if it is something small. But maybe it was the Woodlords experience with humans until now, wich I regret
). At some point, i found a fresh looking end part of a Spruce branch. Like...it had still 6 Ends attached to it (still aromatic and with needels). I felt like i should take it with me and so i did. It felt like o should bring it to the place, or near thatt place i did my blessings last time.So I did.
I placed it inside a tree with the strongest presence to me, said my thanks and got then to the place i mentioned^^
There.... I wanted to meditate for a bit with the tree, under wich i did my blessings the last time. But the tree, or the presence inside it did not seem to want to do that, so I respected that i instead, i keept standing still in meditation and prayed and gave my blessings to the woods, its occupants and its "lord". Also I was trying to feel the energy arround me, so....it was mostly spiritual practise afters the prayers.
Then, in front of me (not literally. more like in front of my mental vision/mental body), there came a nearly white and big Stag, with black eyes and white antlers. They seemed very pointed and between them was a white glowing orb of medium size. It´s fur wasn´t completly white, because it had specks of light grey here an there, but they were not asymmetrical, i is hard to descripe what pattern they had.
It came to me and said, that it was time for me to go. The suspicion seemed lesser now, but it still felt a little suspicious of me. But I made a bow and respected its wishes. So i left the place and the woods.
Through that time, i did not feel its quality of its energy, but it felt a little pressing. I communicated telepathically, wich was confusing ( I that regards I made some realizations, but thats another topic^^) but mostly I felt^^ Mostly suspicion, pressure, being under watch. Again...to me this was understandable^^
So...this is my "report", so to speak
I found that interesting all in all, since that day itself was dedicated to my spirit all in all
Thank you for reading^^
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