Finding the source of a voice
Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2023 2:32 am
Hello, everyone! So I'm a month into my spirit keeping journey, more or less and here is a little background. When I was a kid I got interested in but never really did anything with the lesser key of Solomon and hermetic order of the Golden dawn(think that's the one) I even had and still do tarot cards.
As said in my first post I had an experience some time ago. I left my room as a kid and immediately felt then saw a human shaped object pass behind me. I then ran back into my room. Lol. Also briefly lived in a haunted house. But I also have had more recent experiences. Around the first part of July I tried (foolishly, apparently) the letter method to Lilith and asked for one of her daughters. Afterwords nothing seemed to happen and I went to bed. I did this about one am. Woke up then went back to bed. And while I was laying face down, I heard a voice. I can't be certain if I was awake or sleeping. It was a female voice, like a harsh whisper and it said, mind you I couldn't fully make it out, more or less this; " Now that I've found you, you're mine." "I'll never let us be separated." She also said something about harm, but I don't know if she meant she would or wouldn't harm anyone who would separate us. In the days following i found a listing online for a human spirit and had her bound to me. I looked for succubi including on CH, but pushed it off(see bottom of post as to why I think I waited) amd I keep wondering if this was Lilith herself but I dont know. Also I will soon have one of Lilith's own daughters bound to me by someone very skilled in that, which requires Liliths permission. Any help in how I can find out who the voice could belong to would be great.
As said in my first post I had an experience some time ago. I left my room as a kid and immediately felt then saw a human shaped object pass behind me. I then ran back into my room. Lol. Also briefly lived in a haunted house. But I also have had more recent experiences. Around the first part of July I tried (foolishly, apparently) the letter method to Lilith and asked for one of her daughters. Afterwords nothing seemed to happen and I went to bed. I did this about one am. Woke up then went back to bed. And while I was laying face down, I heard a voice. I can't be certain if I was awake or sleeping. It was a female voice, like a harsh whisper and it said, mind you I couldn't fully make it out, more or less this; " Now that I've found you, you're mine." "I'll never let us be separated." She also said something about harm, but I don't know if she meant she would or wouldn't harm anyone who would separate us. In the days following i found a listing online for a human spirit and had her bound to me. I looked for succubi including on CH, but pushed it off(see bottom of post as to why I think I waited) amd I keep wondering if this was Lilith herself but I dont know. Also I will soon have one of Lilith's own daughters bound to me by someone very skilled in that, which requires Liliths permission. Any help in how I can find out who the voice could belong to would be great.