My Ashura was a custom conjure. I was told to get a Yokai but not what kind so I went down the very short list of them. I even avoided the Ashura listing cause it said VERY DARK. Description says to not get them unless you're experienced with dark arts. They're very destructive. Ain't no way I'm ready for that... Apparently I'm ready for that.
He's been great! Haven't had to correct him on anything at all. He most often has his four arms crossed, a scowl and glare on his face yet is completely content, on guard, but not restless or aggressive.
Since I've gotten him there's been rarely any bad customers at work. When there are they seem to back down real fast. Snippy at first but ultimately end up being all, "I get it. Things happen." Which is nice. At most there's only one a day.
I feel bad that for the life of me I can't remember his name. I kept the email so I'll remember. He doesn't seem to care.
I didn't even really have an acclimation period! There was just few days of heaviness. That went away then the migraines started.
I asked if it had anything to do with acclimation. Nope. I noticed that it was mostly in the center of my forehead. Team says it's my third-eye "leveling up" essentially. It hurt! I hate it! Though now I'm able to predict some things a few minutes before they happen. That's new, and cool. Not intuition, it's like I just know someone is gonna text me. They come to mind out of the blue then five minutes later, ding! Maybe it is intuition, I dunno. I just know it feels different from before. Not all that impressive, but something is clearly happening.
Now the hurting has moved up to my crown and down to the solar plexus. My belly and top of my head hurts! The pain got like cut in half and moved in opposite directions. I don't know if it has anything to do with my Ashura or Zombie, but it definitely came with them. If that makes sense. Like I reached a milestone so here's all that comes next.
The hurting is stopping me from being able to do much of meditation or even talking to them. It's not horrible pain, it's just distracting enough to stop my already tattered focus because ADHD.
I've lost motivation to do much since getting them and yet no one is concerned. This is apparently a part of the process too. I'll trust in it. Nothing bad is happening, all is smooth sailing, so whatever.
and that's a by product of having that type of angel 🪽.
was coming till he's been around. It's not everytime but in my opinion having him around has made me easier when it comes to