Wanting to try again 😔

[Szyvágr]

Correction:

I can very much relate to it, and I understand why you took the step of unbinding them, even if you felt guilty for doing it, and feeling that you were between a rock and a hard place, but still very much wanting to do what you felt was right by your spirit family.

Sorry for the typos earlier.

[Resting Raven]

Wanted to add this quick side note, as I wasn't fast enough when editing my intial post to this thread, and then weren't able to edit it anymore. My bad there!:

During my 15 years at spirit keeping, I've stumbled many times and picked myself up again, fumbled, trail and errored, made many mistakes along the way, and despite 15 years as being a Spirit Keeper I wouldn't claim that I'm a know-all and end-all; because I'm still in the learning process, and learning something new almost every day. But it's very rewading journey to be had, for sure.

I'm guess what I'm trying to get at is: We've all been newbies to this at some point in time and had to start from scratch and learning the ropes ourselves, warts and all. But having a supportive community such as this, where you come to for asking for advice and support on your (ongoing) journey, asking questions of things you're either uncertain of and/or which to learn more about, can be very helpful.

And please don't beat yourself up (or be too hard on yourself) for what has transpired, be your own best friend/ally/champion/supporter, and lean back and relax whilst enjoying your journey with your spirit companions/spirit family. One lives and learns. You've got this.

Wow. I was not expecting such a response from my post. Seriously, thank you.

You definitely hit the nail on the head when saying while I regretted unbinding them, at that moment in time, it felt like the right thing to do. I want to do right by the ones that are no longer bound to me, by making sure I do the best I can with my current spirits and possibly future ones.

I will definitely look through all the links for beginner/newbie keepers. I might pick up a pendulum at some point, and I'll definitely get the sigil for nymphos as I believe I bought the succubus one shortly after I first started spirit keeping. I should probably use it

Again, thank you! It's...nice to know someone else went through a similar experience and I'm not alone in that. I'll do my best.

[Resting Raven]

Welcome aboard! I am happy to read you give it a second chance and see where it'll takes you. It'll gets better for you, as you try to work with them. Intentions read by spirits. Surly you can invite them into your dreams while you are asleep. That's usually is the most impressive evidence that you have them. Invite them each night and then go to sleep. Give it time, and you'll see, them soon in your lucid dreams.

Right before bed I always let them know that, if they'd like to, they can come visit me in my dreams and or...quite embarrassing to say it here, come cuddle with me if I was feeling particularly lonely. Which is almost always the case

Welcome aboard! I am happy to read you give it a second chance and see where it'll takes you. It'll gets better for you, as you try to work with them. Intentions read by spirits.

Are you offering to read me or did you already? Sorry I can't tell

[Resting Raven]

Wanted to add this quick side note, as I wasn't fast enough when editing my intial post to this thread, and then weren't able to edit it anymore. My bad there!:

During my 15 years at spirit keeping, I've stumbled many times and picked myself up again, fumbled, trail and errored, made many mistakes along the way, and despite 15 years as being a Spirit Keeper I wouldn't claim that I'm a know-all and end-all; because I'm still in the learning process, and learning something new almost every day. But it's very rewading journey to be had, for sure.

I'm guess what I'm trying to get at is: We've all been newbies to this at some point in time and had to start from scratch and learning the ropes ourselves, warts and all. But having a supportive community such as this, where you come to for asking for advice and support on your (ongoing) journey, asking questions of things you're either uncertain of and/or which to learn more about, can be very helpful.

And please don't beat yourself up (or be too hard on yourself) for what has transpired, be your own best friend/ally/champion/supporter, and lean back and relax whilst enjoying your journey with your spirit companions/spirit family. One lives and learns. You've got this.

Thank you for an amazing reply!

I did reply to this earlier but it didn't submit for some reason It was a decent amount of text too

It's nice to know I'm not alone who went through a similar experience. I have to do right by the spirits I let go, by making sure I do my best with the ones I have now and future ones.

I may pick up a pendulum in the future. I'll definitely buy the sigil for nymphos as I think I got the succubus one near when I first started being a keeper. These should help me.

I'll look through all the links for beginner/newbie keepers, as well as classes and books I bought previously.

Thank you again, seriously. I'll do my best not to let down my new spirits and hopefully regain the trust of the two spirits I've had since the start.

[CH Moderator]

Wanted to add this quick side note, as I wasn't fast enough when editing my intial post to this thread, and then weren't able to edit it anymore. My bad there!:

During my 15 years at spirit keeping, I've stumbled many times and picked myself up again, fumbled, trail and errored, made many mistakes along the way, and despite 15 years as being a Spirit Keeper I wouldn't claim that I'm a know-all and end-all; because I'm still in the learning process, and learning something new almost every day. But it's very rewading journey to be had, for sure.

I'm guess what I'm trying to get at is: We've all been newbies to this at some point in time and had to start from scratch and learning the ropes ourselves, warts and all. But having a supportive community such as this, where you come to for asking for advice and support on your (ongoing) journey, asking questions of things you're either uncertain of and/or which to learn more about, can be very helpful.

And please don't beat yourself up (or be too hard on yourself) for what has transpired, be your own best friend/ally/champion/supporter, and lean back and relax whilst enjoying your journey with your spirit companions/spirit family. One lives and learns. You've got this.

Thank you for an amazing reply!

I did reply to this earlier but it didn't submit for some reason It was a decent amount of text too

It's nice to know I'm not alone who went through a similar experience. I have to do right by the spirits I let go, by making sure I do my best with the ones I have now and future ones.

I may pick up a pendulum in the future. I'll definitely buy the sigil for nymphos as I think I got the succubus one near when I first started being a keeper. These should help me.

I'll look through all the links for beginner/newbie keepers, as well as classes and books I bought previously.

Thank you again, seriously. I'll do my best not to let down my new spirits and hopefully regain the trust of the two spirits I've had since the start.

Do not make multiple replies on the same subject at hand. Your posts are still under post-approval. It will eventually be approved.

P/s

If people open a thread where they offer readings, then that's the place for asking reafings. No spirit readings allowed, just for your info.

[Astraea Selene]

Welcome aboard! I am happy to read you give it a second chance and see where it'll takes you. It'll gets better for you, as you try to work with them. Intentions read by spirits. Surly you can invite them into your dreams while you are asleep. That's usually is the most impressive evidence that you have them. Invite them each night and then go to sleep. Give it time, and you'll see, them soon in your lucid dreams.

Right before bed I always let them know that, if they'd like to, they can come visit me in my dreams and or...quite embarrassing to say it here, come cuddle with me if I was feeling particularly lonely. Which is almost always the case

Welcome aboard! I am happy to read you give it a second chance and see where it'll takes you. It'll gets better for you, as you try to work with them. Intentions read by spirits.

Are you offering to read me or did you already? Sorry I can't tell

Heheheh... No I am not offering a reading to anyone. I was just saying that I was happy to read ... Your words here... That you are giving it a second change ... Ect. My apologies for the misunderstanding. I should of wrote fuller sentences to express my thoughts clearly.

[Resting Raven]

Wanted to add this quick side note, as I wasn't fast enough when editing my intial post to this thread, and then weren't able to edit it anymore. My bad there!:

During my 15 years at spirit keeping, I've stumbled many times and picked myself up again, fumbled, trail and errored, made many mistakes along the way, and despite 15 years as being a Spirit Keeper I wouldn't claim that I'm a know-all and end-all; because I'm still in the learning process, and learning something new almost every day. But it's very rewading journey to be had, for sure.

I'm guess what I'm trying to get at is: We've all been newbies to this at some point in time and had to start from scratch and learning the ropes ourselves, warts and all. But having a supportive community such as this, where you come to for asking for advice and support on your (ongoing) journey, asking questions of things you're either uncertain of and/or which to learn more about, can be very helpful.

And please don't beat yourself up (or be too hard on yourself) for what has transpired, be your own best friend/ally/champion/supporter, and lean back and relax whilst enjoying your journey with your spirit companions/spirit family. One lives and learns. You've got this.

Thank you for an amazing reply!

I did reply to this earlier but it didn't submit for some reason It was a decent amount of text too

It's nice to know I'm not alone who went through a similar experience. I have to do right by the spirits I let go, by making sure I do my best with the ones I have now and future ones.

I may pick up a pendulum in the future. I'll definitely buy the sigil for nymphos as I think I got the succubus one near when I first started being a keeper. These should help me.

I'll look through all the links for beginner/newbie keepers, as well as classes and books I bought previously.

Thank you again, seriously. I'll do my best not to let down my new spirits and hopefully regain the trust of the two spirits I've had since the start.

Do not make multiple replies on the same subject at hand. Your posts are still under post-approval. It will eventually be approved.

P/s

If people open a thread where they offer readings, then that's the place for asking reafings. No spirit readings allowed, just for your info.

Sorry After submitting my first reply it didn't show up in the thread, not even with the "waiting for approval" note. It looked like as if it didn't send at all. My bad.