DarklyDreamer wrote:I have quite a few Alphas but I find that I don't see them in lucid dreams or the astral that much, there's one I have a lot of contact with and the others I will see rarely. A lot of them are protective Alphas too.
I'm trying to figure out why when I am lucid dreaming or being pulled by someone who's not in my keep and it turns into a situation that makes me uncomfortable, there are times they are nowhere to be found. I kept calling out for anyone to hear me... eventually Marcus Corvinus shows up and saves the day. It was nice seeing him, but what happened? Why didn't anyone else respond? I called out repeatedly a few names before calling Marcus.
I know the feeling. This happens with some of mine as well. Not all Alphas are around you 24/7. They could be off doing their own thing and they also occasionally sleep. It could be you were calling on ones that were resting or in the middle of something. Why not pick a calmer moment to call on the ones who didn't show up and ask them?
I did ask. Even though I didn't see them, most of them were hanging back and would have intervened had things gone bad. It seems they are pushing me to learn to stand on my own in the astral. Marcus didn't wait for anything, he just jumped right in when called. I like that about him. He makes me feel safe.
After the experience, I've been paying more attention and I notice when situations become more than I can handle, H, my custom Alpha, will grab me and pull me out of the situation before I can even ask him. I thought I was just waking up on my own, but it's always been H since he returned from being upgraded.
So it's nice to know that I'm really never alone.