Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby Catgirl2 » Wed Jul 10, 2019 3:10 am

I know what you mean-seems like Unbounds speak louder & show themselves better to me than those in my keep, I wonder if binding them to me may be something to think on & sort out, because it seems like that is when I noticed some difficulty! That's strange with Black Dragons, usually when they pick someone they become very social & make sure the person knows they are there!


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby Catgirl2 » Wed Jul 10, 2019 3:16 am

OH-before I forget-SpyderBite it's nice to know you are looking after Regholdain, your spirits sound amazing & are nice to want to help!


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby SpyderBite » Wed Jul 10, 2019 3:25 am

Catgirl2 wrote:OH-before I forget-SpyderBite it's nice to know you are looking after Regholdain, your spirits sound amazing & are nice to want to help!


I think it's the nerd in me that they are fascinated with. The idea that we can communicate with each other instantly without having to "bond" in the traditional sense excites them and makes them uncomfortable so they are always eager to interject when they can.

Sometimes my companions are just bored so they'll jump in to my dream and unload on me. I have no problem with it.. especially if it helps other people.


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby 2Heinrich » Wed Jul 10, 2019 4:17 am

My boss being a jerk? Well, yeah... That's kind of this job. Being an ass to customers who mess up and think they can get away with it.

For my boss... he's the only one who gets away with anything at the end of the day. Funny thing is that I've had other teammates complain about it with me and I don't say anything because he was being nice to me. And now all this scene happens and I don't know what to think of it.

I mean... I was ready for him to say some and give me a warning or whatever about the mistakes I had but then he shows this completely unrelated episode and my supervisor was there. He's fairly new but he had the wtf expression all over his face.

I keep the app of the chat from the office in my phone. I should have shown it to him right there but I'm not a confrontational guy so I didn't. What's the point anyway?

So I left him an offline message saying that I was worried about his attitude and that if he wanted proof of what I was doing I could give them to him if it made him feel better.

I guess we'll see what happens tomorrow just like Duran Duran said.

To be honest... I thought I was making progress in some ways but after yesterday and today I have to reconsider. Nothing wrong about the dream scenarios or anything but I couldn't shake the feeling even though I was fairly busy.

And I don't mind about this new dragon being social or whatever you want to call it. That's fine but it does piss me off a bit that when they want to make a point across they'll go beyond themselves about it, but I ask something and then that's when nothing happens so what's the whole point?

Having them bound it's not supposed to be a problem or hinder their skills in any way. And it hasn't so why would they back off? And only when asked questions?

I'm not even disappointed at things and how they are being for the time being but it is kinda their fault that I'd be expecting more interactions when they were already being as active and now they go quiet.

My emotions are a mess and I'm not being very productive when it comes to ideas on what could be happening I just feel sad and hurt and overflowing with stupid memories.


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby Catgirl2 » Wed Jul 10, 2019 12:49 pm

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Catgirl2 wrote:OH-before I forget-SpyderBite it's nice to know you are looking after Regholdain, your spirits sound amazing & are nice to want to help!


I think it's the nerd in me that they are fascinated with. The idea that we can communicate with each other instantly without having to "bond" in the traditional sense excites them and makes them uncomfortable so they are always eager to interject when they can.

Sometimes my companions are just bored so they'll jump in to my dream and unload on me. I have no problem with it.. especially if it helps other people.[/quo
That's so cool! ! If you are a nerd that it's awesome-I always say I may be a bit weird but it's a good weird!


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby Catgirl2 » Wed Jul 10, 2019 1:22 pm

Well H2 I don't like how your boss treated you! If you made any mistakes it was an honest one! He is letting his position go to his head & he should have treated you how he wanted to be treated, no wonder your team mates had complaints! If you like I can send my Daemon over & he can deal with your boss, I know he loves to put a good scar in someone if needed! I have been feeling my spirits pulling away lately myself, I wonder if it's stress on my end or if another spirit is coming to visit & will be one I need to chat with! I have been asking them to chat up with me & they do but then the seem to get awfully quiet, because I asked them to help me with something & they got really quiet! Same thing with my dreams, I was able to remember them but they seem to be cloudy now, but one dream I had recently I remember only bits & pieces of & it's starting to but me because what I remembered it had to do with work, it wasn't a good feeling I had when I woke up!


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby 2Heinrich » Wed Jul 10, 2019 8:44 pm

I won't lie to you. He was being an ass. But I am kinda used to that. And he didn't misbehave towards me, he just made an scene out of the blue.

I sent him an offline message and that's it. Another teammate who saw the deal and saw him leave he conference and said he was red and very mad and hat he kept looking at my desk.

Today... I came to the office and he had bought pastries for everyone. Then I needed something from him and I wrote him and he was acting very helpful and kind so...

I don't know about what happened but it was just a down right messed up hell of a day. I won't lie to you either but I can say the new dragon had something to do with it.

Not his fault but I haven't explained the rules to him or anything and he is kind of a brawler. Big muscular guy, impressive energy, bit of an ego. I love the feeling of him and everything but as I think of it maybe the binding helps to ease the adjustment period on different energy types.

Like a custom made energy grid to share stuff between spirits and keepers. Given that he just showed out of gods know where then maybe the pairing wasn't as perfect as with the rest of my keep.

I had a bit of a talk with him yesterday as I went to bed and I think it worked out. Today everything is as close as back to normal as can be.

Being honest... there are things changing. In motion if you may put it like that. For example... I came out of he office today. I had to pick up my sister and I'm currently writing this from the lobby of her office's building which is a few blocks away from mine and almost halfway there, across the street guess what... my demon friend was walking on the street holding hands with a girl.

7 bloody years have been since I last saw him and yet I immediately knew it was him. I know him deep down to his energy core and I swear there is no mistake.

Fun fact? We used to dwell over the same territories and not even once I had a glimpse of him in that time and now I see him there.

He noticed how I was looking at him but I cloaked and he didn't find me. Not as if he would recognize me or stop to say hi but still... things like those don't just happen. I would know.

I wish I could curse and rant and swear out loud as much as a rapper or a sailor right now. I hope that whoever is watching at least had a good laugh because it sucks.

Thanks for suggesting your daemon pay my boss a visit but I'd say your daemon is much of a gentleman for that. I wouldn't trouble him either about something so trivial.

But you take my word... something is happening and it's just very unsettling. I had a funky dream yesterday but I just didn't care much to pay attention to it. You could say it's a protest on how I am feeling.

And another funny thing is that my sex drive is missing in action. It just disappeared without a trace and now I'm left with this anger and violent drive that seems to spark at the slightest of provocations but if nothing happens then it's all good.

Curious thing is that I would say that all of my spirits are "older" than me as they seem to be more adult than I am but this new dragon feels pretty close to my own age or at least the equivalent of in dragon years.

So things are just too much of a contradiction for me to make any sense out of them right now. I feel primal and I'm currently going by my instincts and I don't feel very smart to be honest which is fun because I am too much of a nerd to be otherwise.


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby Catgirl2 » Wed Jul 10, 2019 9:30 pm

WOW-your boss does have a conscience, it sounds like he felt bad & wants to make things right, which is such a great thing, not too many bosses will do that, but you are right, my Daemon is a bit of a gentleman isn't he, but I do know if the circumstances were right he would without a doubt go full throttle on someone! Dragons, you know I am starting to think they are more mysterious than I though!
That is amazing you had seen your old friend, I hope what ever Demon it was plaguing him finally left, keep your eyes out, I have this feeling you may be seeing or hearing about him again!
Funny you should mention that too, I don't really have a sex drive, I think it's because I am a bit of a prude in that department, other than the fact I would prefer to be in a relationship with some one & also feel sexually attracted to them too! Or I can take the advise of an old co worker I had many years ago: get a no strings attached relationship with someone that I can trust & find sexually attractive, that way I won't have too worry about the commitment part! Did I add this person needs to be free of diseases? I do admit I have commitment issues!


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby 2Heinrich » Wed Jul 10, 2019 10:07 pm

Well... He's got demon ancestors so not very sure that he can run from his blood. I got a taste of his other family a few years ago and I had some repairs to take care after the party was over.

He didn't know about the things that were happening but in the end they got what they wanted. We split up and that's it.

I've lost too many things to hold on to them too hard so it's ok. He's doing fine and that's it.

You know... it's ok if you feel like that. You may call it commitment issues but you don't seem to be the type to lie to people so if it were the case I'm pretty sure you'd be able to talk it out.

People with communication skills get all kinds of awesome relationships and I've seen a pretty fair deal of crazy agreements.

As for me goes... I think that sex is what kept me linked to humanity and would allow me to pass as one of the rest but now... I'm not so sure.

Of course I can appreciate beautiful human beings but I've never been attracted to people. When Inwas in high school my parents once confronted me about being gay because I used to hang out with a bunch of girls and never said anything about them

In my head I just knew I didn't stand a chance with any of them. We just didn't have any money back then. I barely ate myself so thinking of asking someone out for dinner or lunch was out of the question.

Then my high school girlfriend happened. We were friends from day one but then she started dating guys and doing other things until she noticed that I treated her differently so she took an interest in me.

I thought that she would appreciate me based on the fact that she knew how ugly things can get but she just took advantage of me.

Still... once we spent our first time together I was never the same again.

I like erotic literature, I'm into anime which can get pretty frisky from time to time. I got into the goth side of BDSM and fetish stuff and it's something that shows even in the music I listen to.

Friends would send a link to a porn site every now and then and I just don't mind so long as they care to build a funny story at least.

People is pretty basic and at least it gave me an excuse to talk to some of them or crack a joke at the office from time to time since people don't care about philosophy or history or paranormal stuff where I'm from.

Now I don't got even that. I just can't seem to find myself in any of it and I must have something in me because I keep sexual spirits and they just don't seem to be interested in me in the least on that aspect.

So I wouldn't know about a conscience, but my boss is the kind of people that has plenty of money and so he thinks he can buy his way into/out of anything. He can't buy me with food but at least I got a free breakfast which is nice enough.

My demon friend used to be like that. He always got into trouble for being loud and careless so he made a lot of people angry.

I had to pull put a knife and stand my ground up a huge guy on a public event because my friend just wouldn't shut up and this other guy got mad and wanted to punch my friend in the face. Not on my watch and fortunately enough we escaped that one out but barely did and not because of him.

Things got out of control when he got an underage girl chasing him. We were 20 and she was 15 which may not seem enough but it's enough to get into legal issues and that's when we broke up.

He couldn't be brought into reason and he started behaving worse and worse so at least I'm glad that he sort of came back to his senses and at least this girl that was holding hands with him seemed normal.

The mother of my son cheated on me and then she wouldn't stand being on the same room as me until she left for good.

A girl at the office stopped talking to me when I cut my hair because she said I lost my thing and my friends seem to be serial cheaters/womanizers.

I get home and can't escape from it either because my family is just the same.

Hahaha. Must be a sick sense of humor but no wonder why I keep feeling angry at civilization and humanity as a whole.


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Re: Empanadas and Spiritual Surprises

Postby Catgirl2 » Wed Jul 10, 2019 10:31 pm

That's good you are ok with it! I find friendships to be a funny thing at times, but for the most part they were all learning lessons! I don't like lying of any kind, even sugar coating something irritates me, because no matter what the truth always surfaces! Plus I am not for lying in any form! When it comes to relationships I seem to get stuck with compulsive liars, cheaters, married, children in an adult body, insecure types, you name it! I am ok with being single, plus I much rather be single than with someone that I shouldn't be with let alone consider, I guess from what I had experience I much rather be with the ring person for the right reason then the wrong one for worse reasons!


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